Awareness a curse

A call to truth, a vision for the inner being.
Walls down, source found, I cant take what i'm seeing

Alpha and omega threw my journey into shambles.
I asked to see, now existence is to much to handle.

It's like driving a car down the road of your own thoughts.
and all the street signs read what you say out loud when you talk.

next sign reads "you'v become a desperate Human being"
then another "that's all you have to describe this feeling?"

I stop reading for I cant take what i'm receiving
A jump from the car for a chance to start healing.

Now laying in the streets of my very own mind.
truth surrounds me daily, something you may not want to find.