urgent

 
your dare didn't faze me
in the hazy torment I was nonplussed
it was your perpetual sex that grabbed my greedy attention
you needed my affections in your dusk
the sun was setting on your life

your failure in love didn't detour me
broken myself I knew we'd fit just right
my soul wept for the hurt of things
lost time, energy. emptiness, loneliness
your days were spent in bitter regret

your trust fucked over
you brutally eye me

like who is this bitch getting too close?

i will cradle your essence
bring you to my bosom and feed you
let you in my solemn
let you see past the façade

don't fade away on me
I need you now in my hollowness
where ache meets my demons
and you have to concede you need me too

down in your marrow, crave me
stirring your loins in such a way it gets a rise out of you
then we can fuck, hate and fawn over each other

it's in my greed I am most alive
my desires grow spiritual when it comes to you
my mortality is in question
I can't live without you