just turned 18

It's an emotional hour
at prayer group
Like
where would we be without Jesus in our life!?
A lot of us hug and cry after

Pastor Lenard, the one who's in charge
asks me if I want to stay late
and help him clean up
Of course, I say

Lenard opens a bottle of wine
He bows his head and says
thank you Jesus, for your blood
I take a glass and laugh
He asks what's so funny?
Oh, I just think it's silly pretending it's his blood
Lenard says no, it's really his blood

He keeps touching and rubbing my wrist
when he's talking to me
And it's making me kind of uncomfortable
'Cause I'm not a homo

We have another wine
and
one thing leads to another
and
he pulls out my cock
and starts giving me this really great hand job

Worship music is playing on the speakers:
"I want you inside, I want you to fill me
OOO, you are my rock"

Then another robed man appears in the room
wearing a mask
He doesn't say anything
but starts rubbing my back
as leonard bobs up and down--

Ugh.

I can't do this Lenard!

I won't tell anyone about this Lenard
but I'm not gay, I say
But I sucked your dick! Lanard says
You two can get each other off, I point at them
The other guy is stroking his huge boner

I'm out of here

Leonard starts chasing me
and yelling
about how it's god's plan
for us to have sexual intercourse
and how god will not let me into heaven
if I don't do it

I stop
I sigh
Really, Lenard?

Leonmard says
yeah

So I turn back
and get fucked in the ass
by Lenard and that guy in the mask
because,

I'm going to heaven, man.