Blowup Doll

Why can’t you see?
I really did love you
I really did care.
But as you pushed for what you wanted
You pushed me away.

You made me afraid
Because I’ve been in one of these before.
Where you do as you’re told
And you aren’t a person any more.
You are just a toy for this guy.

You aren’t alive
You’re a living blowup doll.
If you aren’t in the mood it doesn’t matter.
And you’re afraid to tell him that.

Why don’t you see?
You pushed me away
When you stopped treating me like a person.
You said you loved me
But you didn’t show it
Because I was your blowup doll.