It Takes Me Back

My life,This is my story
Tryin to live it up and Have the glory
My life,this my story
Tryin to make music,so ya'll can get to know me

Life is goin good at this very moment
But there were times in tha past where I felt so hopeless
There were times where i felt so isolated
I wasnt apreciated and the pain I couldn't take it
I was the clown in the class and makin my people smile
But not for me really,it really took a while
I mean it was the girls and the whole family shit
The girls come and go and the family split
Drained emotionally and almost giving up,trust
I was gonna call it a day and just not give a fuck
The girl shit was buggin also and my heart was drained
I was stuck in a black and white nintendo game
I had shoes on my feet and pain inside me
Tearing me apart from this so called reality
But if I give up where's the next stop at
Maybe a broke dead street,with no street lamps
Girls were hurting and takin some advantage
I felt stuck,more like waiting in traffic
When you become a victim of waitin for that girl
she can kill or destroy your only world
But on to the next one,next what? I dont know
Im tryin to show you my world through this show
No one can survive this life,no really its true
We all do stuff that we regret,but who ever knew
Life a powerful word to use thats no lie
This aint a circus show,but welcome to my life

My life,This is my story
Tryin to live it up and Have the glory
My life,this my story
Tryin to make music,so ya'll can get to know me

Yea times go and come,when you feel so dumb
Cause your refelction in the mirror looks so numb
But you gotta try to overcome and feel confindent
Demand more change,draw a line,but done be crossin it
I've lost some and gained some new reactions
that was Back then,when my feelins I had them
People you know,become people you knew
Who ever knew,well I didnt cause that shit is true
Cause some friends turned their back and just left
It dont no more though,maybe this shit was a bless
Called me a fake when I bought him food when he was hungry
Get what you want,dont worry bout the money
I dont stress about the bills i have to spend,its cool
But when I was called fake,I was like,"thats Bull"
Things happen for a reason,but what is that reason
Tell me when you know,cause im leaving this season
Maybe not comin back,maybe starting a new life
Tellin strangers im new and if we can live it tonight
I wanna backspace the shit I really dealt wit
Is life a gift,well I dont want to open that bitch
Sometimes the true hurts,like a punch to the gut
Your left there alone,stranded,and searchin for wat?
I dont know if I should be done wit this girl shit
Forget what would happen and not even try to forfeit
Maybe live it up tonight and fuckin forget what happened
To all those people who have hurt me I hate you wit a passion
But on to the next one,next what? I dont know
If you really love something you have to let it go
I wish I had no feeling at some point,I really mean it
Life when I was younger was better,I just had seen it
The pain never left,it stayed so really smooth
The only thing I love from my past is watchin those 90's cartoons

My life,This is my story
Tryin to live it up and Have the glory
My life,this is my story
Tryin to make music,so ya'll can get to know me x3