Writer's Block

Stuck having a writer's block,
I lay here thinking about what's going on.

I've got a deadline in almost 2 months,
It's hard to put the vivid thoughts on nouns and pronouns.
I got a test coming up this week
It might just be a paper sheet,
a paper sheet that the world often deems

I drift away thinking of history,
could we make it personal?
or leave it to the syllabus?
The syllabus to be covered?
or the syllabus yet to be discovered?
Got too many questions,
with answers barely

I pull out the textbooks and browse thru the pages
The tiny little doodles on the sides,
The little verses written to cure the dyslexic mind,
Flashback to the time when I was in the classroom.
Lecturers going around,
All in a hurry to complete the day's due,
None to perceive what goes deep in my head,

It's maybe just me overreacting,
or maybe it's just me trying to speak out the dark reality,
Either way in actuality
I'm just lost finding all the pieces of me.

I am the LonelyBrokenDemon
Confused again,
I ask is this phenomenon of writer's block gone?
or is it just a sinner for another day?