Me********

"Past days
Fast days
No rest days

Always on a roll
Always somehow stimulated
Always surrounded

Yet she was feeling good
All she did was making her feel good
Nothing but trying to give a feel-good

Now that she's taken a step back
Now that she's gone back to it's shelter
Now that she's given it some love again

It tells her
It shows her
It opens up to her

That it missed her
That it still loves her
That it is proud of her

It enfolds her in it's arms
Unties the knot in her throat
As she lets herself melt in it

Is it saddness?
Is it loneliness?
Is it gloominess?
Which is it?

She knows it.
She recognizes it.
She accepts it
She welcomes it as it's always been there with her.

Either along side her
Or hidden in a corner in her chest.
She embraces it again

For a quick moment
That feels like
E ternit Y"

~Rafael dJdS