Blame

For a year you pretended to be my friend
While hoping to end up in my bed
Now I don't trust guys, it's quite sad
And that's what I blame you for

Half the days I had to wonder where you had been
Why you didn't text me, but had talked to them
It made me feel small and unimportant
And that's what I blame you for

You didn't want me to be at your birthday party
Scared that your friends wouldn't find me funny
Made me question why you would even want me
And that's what I blame you for

You wouldn't kiss me after I had had a drink
Now you're drinking beer like it is nothing
Almost ruined my birthday over that stupid thing
And that's what I blame you for

You broke my heart, while I loved you so
Promised to stay friends, I believed you, but no
You then cut me off, I felt so alone
And that's what I blame you for

You literally gave me panic attacks
Hurt like hell, but I kept coming back
To someone who didn't treat me with respect
And that's what I blame me for