learning by example

alone and a wreak
       all you want is to feel
so you lie than inject
       to forget its all real

abandon your heart
       to silence and numb
ecstatic at first
       all you need is to cum

reality sets in
       so you writhe in your sorrrow
the comedown begins
       and realize theres no better tomarrow

you cry in your shame
       so vulnerable and pathetic
sick of taking the blame
       of how your soul became prosthetic

so dream big kid
       quit the shit and mature
dont fuck up like i did
       is your poison worth the pain endured?