Bliss

You kicked me down
You through me out
All I said was " I love you".
What did I do?
What did I say?
Now all your doing is driving me away.
Another slit on my wrist,
Then I'm overtaken by the bliss.
I'm in ecstasy.
And my blood is like the sea:
Flowing, and seems to never end.
So I'M the monster now?
BITCH! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO YOU?  YOU TORE OUT MY HEART AND LEFT ME FOR DEAD!
You said I was the one losing my head.
 Maybe it's true, perhaps it's not.
But one chance is all I've got.
Focus. Aim the gun at my head.
Next time you'll see me I'll already be dead.
 So you can keep all your worthless promises.
You can keep all the shit you dished out at me.
You said you be there for me,
But, now, in hell, your only haunting me.