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I am here expressing my heart
I feel torn, but slowly being peiced together...

Alive, but dying inside
Out of order, but slowly restoring my whole life.
I have agreed and conformed to everyone's desires long enough.

I am starting to follow my God
And His will for my being.
Personal metamorphosis is occurring-
And it is scaring me
Nothing is and was as it seemed.
I am developing vigilance
And wisdom due to this sudden change
My willingness to open up is changing as well
I am finished with resisting my transformation
And His plans for me.

This is The Way - which is found by Him
The Truth - found in Him
And The Life - which is Him.

I am open
Never ready,
But prepared for open-mindedness
And personal metamorphosis.

Take my will and my life,
And refine me please.

Love,
Natalie Kvitkauskas