Disappear

While waking up
A sudden thought came across my mind

Nobody knew what I was thinking about
It was a thought anyone would have had at least once
If I disappeared
If I were to disappear
As if I were never here
I wish I could not be here

Today I'm living as hard as I was yesterday
If I go on living as hard as I was yesterday
I might find a reason not to disappear

While the world was asleep
I stared out the window
And began thinking
I thought to myself
If I disappeared
If I were to disappear

I'm living as hard as I was yesterday
Someday
Happier days then today will come
If I just go on living hard enough

Nobody knows what I was thinking about
I want to disappear
I wish I could disappear