My Angel Guardian

The knot gets tighter as the waves pass through the sea.
Gentle knots to keep me in place is what I wanted it to be.
I take a look at my future,as the door opened to me.

With little steps,I walked outside the door.
i stepped on the grass instead of sitting on the floor.
I let the breeze gently blow in my long hair.

I took another step as I was afraid of what I will meet there.
I met a choker,fear of rejection.
I met a jester who lacks affection.

I met an angel,who led me through the way.
And I hoped he would never go away.
The angel left me,as I walked all on my own.

I felt scared,but eventually I had grown.
Still,I long for that feeling and scent of home,
That I can't get all on my own.

I thought of the angel as my only friend.
He led me through the dark as I took his hand.
Soft as a feather,and his lips too.

And I confess,I might be falling for you.
Still,I kept it a secret,so you don't go away.
But you said it back eventually anyway.

And now I know I can talk about it and feel free.
Because you are really special to me.
You opened your heart and gave me a soft caress.

And I hope someday I will wear a white wedding dress.