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Monster

you create a monster
then blame the victim
as if I chose to be vindictive �
no, I just wanted to be left alone
but it was you who wished to play God
breaking my will to get off
making up lies and over exaggerations
only to make me feel small
and you oh so big
so I sit and contemplate my actions
with only one result in mind
the end of your existence �
and the beginning of mine
�
I�m losing my vision
I�m losing my faith
oh how I wish it wasn�t true
I hate me almost as much as I hate you
�
ring around the rosie
you walk around so smug
holding your desires
knowing I have none
just one last mission
before I break from humanity �
wiping that smile from your face
I walk up to you in the drive way �
as you fumble with your keys
you see me with such shock
asking �what are you doing?�
I say no words as I pull out a gun
-�let�s go for a ride�
�
I�m losing my vision
I�m losing my faith
oh how I wish it wasn�t true
I hate me almost as much as I hate you
�
we end up at an abandoned park
I ask for some last words �
�please don�t kill me!� is all you say
oh, how predictable
nice knowing you
it�s been real
dumping your body off a bridge
I�m sure you�ll be missed
from family and friends �
unfortunate, I know �
I�ll take all the blame
but what I thrived for is now gone �
and so is my empathy