Am I Insane Yet?

Things got out of control,
So I put some music on.
I started thinking,
Moving side to side.
I started to realize,
What my life was all about.
I laughed,
And shook my head.
Constant things always in motion,
To think one day it would end was a joke.
But I only smiled,
Laughed over and over again.
I thought my reaction would be different,
It surprises me that I'm this calm.
Maybe it means something?
I honestly have no idea.
As things pass me by,
As the world keeps on going around me,
I smile and laugh to the thoughts in my head.
Am I insane yet?
Or am I truly calm with my soul?