Survival of the Strong vs. Death of the Weak

You may wonder
how I could do this
but to me it's escape
to forget all my troubles
It's not your fault
but my decision
I'm not meant
to survive
I have no future
no hope
for a better life
It's me not you
that caused this pain
So I'm removing
the burden
of my presence
It's better this way
you will see
You will forget
that I was ever
so important to you
As for my existence
it may be a sin
to take a life
but God forgives
and Jesus understands
that it is hard
So I'll see you someday
in a better place
than this