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Spoiled
I lied and I cheated ever since I was a child
Tried to grow up the easy way and now I'm suicidal
My mother was brainwashed to think that spoiling children is good
Capitalists rejoice every birthday party I have
She bought herself happiness by feeding on my evil smile
I ask her why she did what she did
I get no answer
I ask her permission to die
I get no answer
I ask her if she's even human or if she was an android designed by the government to help turn the youth into mindless consumers
I get no answer
I'm short and I'm scrawny just to top it all off
I might be able to live a decent life if I could just become unaware again
But I took the red pill and there's things I can't unsee
Like how I thought I'd be smarter when I got older but now I'm 23
People will look at this poem and see how untalented I am
Nobody will comment because nobody gives a damn
But no matter
My dead ex girlfriend already served my heart on a platter
I'll kill myself to reincarnate
Escape my fate
Tried to grow up the easy way and now I'm suicidal
My mother was brainwashed to think that spoiling children is good
Capitalists rejoice every birthday party I have
She bought herself happiness by feeding on my evil smile
I ask her why she did what she did
I get no answer
I ask her permission to die
I get no answer
I ask her if she's even human or if she was an android designed by the government to help turn the youth into mindless consumers
I get no answer
I'm short and I'm scrawny just to top it all off
I might be able to live a decent life if I could just become unaware again
But I took the red pill and there's things I can't unsee
Like how I thought I'd be smarter when I got older but now I'm 23
People will look at this poem and see how untalented I am
Nobody will comment because nobody gives a damn
But no matter
My dead ex girlfriend already served my heart on a platter
I'll kill myself to reincarnate
Escape my fate
Published 9th Apr 2023
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9th Apr 2023 4:54am
Deep and profound words from a trauma based mind
The honesty reflects an acceptance to the condition of the narrator
Incarnation brings a new life free from the troubles of this life
To fulfill the trials of this existence we must endure and overcome
Suicide is a copout
The honesty reflects an acceptance to the condition of the narrator
Incarnation brings a new life free from the troubles of this life
To fulfill the trials of this existence we must endure and overcome
Suicide is a copout
9th Apr 2023 4:55am
Pardon the ending to my comment it came across as harsh that was not my intention
You get back the energy you put out. If you BELIEVE nobody will comment then, sure. Nobody will comment. However, just because nobody comments doesn't mean that nobody gives a damn. We have no idea what people might be going through. Some like to just admire from afar. Words are already hard enough to relay. As poets and writers we should know this at least. I hope you find happiness young one. We all been through pain. It's up to us to decide how we come out of that pain. For the better or for the worst. Our choice. I for one choose to rise from my pain like a Phoenix from the ashes. This is not a metaphor for rebirth of life and death but, a metaphor for rebirth from the pain and deep hurt we have experienced in this lifetime. Especially pain we experienced at such young ages. Much love💜
