wanderlust trailmix & teleportations

       
       
       
    what's on my mind, in rhyme-and in between the lines?; that secluded introvert with his private life-fantasying private time(s) that's not as much a sacrifice....      
       
    only travel in the mind-where people, places, and things.... don't feel like dodgeball city, or "fight or flights"....      
       
   maybe if there's another life-if i died and in another realm came back to life....maybe, i wouldn't have as hard a time.... maybe I'd care whether i lived or died....maybe the trip that time be worth the ride      
       
       
  but in this life.... well time flies....and, im just passing by; wished i and time could trade places- I'd feel more inclined to step outside and find the perfect space I could "reside...."      
       
       
there's tidbits-crumbs that get me "high"-not long enough to keep me there.... though in the "perfect" space and time-perhaps those "stars" somehow "align".... assuming there's another life....