Recognition

As I'm laying on my bed,  
You can see a smile upon my face.  
You're worth the happy tears I shed,  
In this broken yet hopeful place.  

My beautiful lie...
A secret between two.  
Sometimes I just cry...
But it's because I've fallen for you.  

It wasn't planned,  
The pain I can feel...
My face in my hands...
As I know this is real.

The nights pass with thoughts of you,  
And I try to control that very strong bond.  
Loving hearts are very few...
And I started to respond...

At first I denied myself from this...
Thought over and over again that I was wrong...
I wanted to run... but you I would miss...
This is just something too strong...

My beautiful lie...
A secret between two.  
Sometimes I just cry...
But it's because I've fallen for you.