I Do(n't)

Do I miss you?
Do I miss everything?
Do I miss your body?
Do I miss your smell?
Do I miss your hair?
Do I miss your skin?
Do I miss your eyes?
Do I miss anything?
Do I miss your voice?
Do I miss your touch?
Do I miss your laugh?
Do I miss anybody?
Do I miss your words?
Do I miss your actions?
Do I miss your life?
Do I miss you?
Am I becoming a hopeless romantic or a bad friend?
I lie to myself so much that I confuse myself.
I feel no absence
   and no loss
    and no death.
But I feel like I should.
Am I wrong in thinking I am wrong?
Or am I wrong?
Maybe both.
But there is nothing different than how I felt yesterday.