HATE?

Walk inside my mind and see what you find.
hatred, anger, and isolation. That’s been my life.
Scars and bruises surround my entire body.
you kissed every single one. You gave me such glory.
Many have tried to extinguish my kindle flame.
Laying my foolish ambitions to rest. You took my hand.
For a very long time, fear surrounded me.
Thanks to you, fear turned into love .
It came with me everywhere , even when I was alone.
I wore your love like a vail, and it kept me safe.
Without your love, I would disappear from this lifetime
Pulled under by the notions of others, drowned by their ignorance.
But thanks to you, habibti you kept me warm.
Protecting what little spark, I had left inside.
Nurturing it long enough to deliver me to my destiny.
And now, that spark is  a FLAME, ROARING AND PROUD. And here I have made it.
I feel the love of all my loved ones. From those who did not care to know that one scared boy. Who now stands before them a MAN.
you are my heart, my protector and the one who saw me long before I saw myself ‏TE AMO يارا