Fear of losing

There he was in a new company
And I found in myself wondering
What is to be done now
What if it all fades away,  those bytes in his head
Attraction
Affection
Ones that he holds in there for me
And when he looks at me all he finds a cemetery

So I did not want to own him
I had not had these thoughts before
Even though he slept with countless of souls I knew he was not attracted that much
I just brushed them off.

It was the fear of loosing his attention that made me suffer that day.