Sadist

 
I reach for you in the night
Sadistic with your needs
your cruelty attracts me

I see your snarl and get excited
there is a glint in your eyes that says you will hurt me
steel in your glare that says don't

still I come closer
I can't help myself
you eye me up and down
and I blush, the intensity of your stare arousing me,
enticing my lust

I feel you down deep in my soul
my passion peaks but I don't move

I can't

I'm pinned to the moment
awaiting your caress
instead you kiss me hard
the kind of kiss that says you will fuck me rough
ride me with your hate
until I curse your name

your cruelty reaches me where I live
where I love and I'll never be the same