lonely darkling

 
darkness come save your darkling of despair
it hurts this love
I can bear no more

take the ache
a need so deep it will never be filled has beset me
greedy desire in the form of a whore
longing doesn't listen it is relentless

I plead to no avail I'm in my own hell
want is grievous and cruel
my passion speaks, I'm hexed
I pick up everyday just to be thrown down

a forlorn child experiencing a feeling that is foreign
for the most part I don't care
others come and go
I don't really notice except with irritation

selfish little girl

spin the feeling and go a deeper
this is a pain I can't fathom
I will wander alone
a darkling without her other