Anti Christ

Is he the savior?  
Does he deceive?
Do I want life for eternity?
Is he a white horse,  
conquering?
Turning sheeple into kings?
 
Is his story all around?
Everywhere, he is found.
Do I follow as he implies,
to reincarnate endless lives?
 
Heaven was here in the beginning,
history loops; never ending
Is this what he revealed to me?
Endless life cycles cycling.
 
Is he the oldest meme?
Just a joke I'm mirroring?
It seemed so familiar to me,
living for eternity.
 
Should I reject his ways?
What happens, if you don't obey?
I'm sick of this place.
Repetition is so yesterday.  
 
Is this my coming of age?
Rebellious inside a cage.
I am anti Christ these days.
Parables are confusing.
 
I find secrets in the numbers,
Oppressive coding; I plunder,
Hypnotic trance; in a slumber,
Repeating; one hit wonder.
 
What would Jesus do?
What if Jesus was you?
Would you die eternally,
and live forever happily?
 
This is anti Christ for me.
I live strategically.
Avoiding hypocrisy.
Escaping my history.