Un-Awoken

How do I find inner peace
My shakes return with ease
Chest tightens, lights flashing
Bones crack of windy leaves

My voice shutters, open mouth
My tears flutter, blank house
Limb lightens, brain crashing
Dry breath now menial dowse

I can barely hold my pen
My mind as clean as a pig-pen
Ears are clouded even open
Dreams escape un-awoken

My knees quake to give way
Will my mind return, stay
Thought frightens, marks dashing
Nightmares will not fly away

Chest tightens - Limb lightens - Though frightens
Lights flashing - Brain crashing - Marks dashing