Monster Behind Truth

My feelings seem to be a mess.
It doesn't matter how I dress.
 I'm craving something,I must confess.
 
 I'm craving a feeling of being loved, happy and safe.
 I will do whatever it takes.  
Even if I go across mountains and lakes.  
 
No matter what I face.  
No matter if to you I may be a disgrace.
 I must find a familiar face.  
 
Someone who has a warm embrace.
 I hate to say this,but there's nobody this true.  
You don't know what is hiding behind the truth.  
 
There's a monster hiding behind.  
A monster,protector of the true.  
His skin is pitch black,and his eyes are blue.  
 
He is hiding his big,sharp teeth.  
Hiding his personality underneath.  
He must do whatever it takes,for you to not face his mistakes.  
 
Thee they will claw you deep and sharp.  
They will break your true self in half.
 You will no longer be in peace.  
 
So stick with my words,please.  
The cruel,sad truth may be brutal for you.  
It will tear you apart,slowly but true.  
 
Alas,if you are a true friend, this is something I must defend.
 If you want, I will speak clear and true.
 I really don't want to lose you.
 
 I must keep you ,whatever it takes.  
Please,you are my warm embrace.  
You are the only true face in my life.  
 
To you,I have nothing to hide.  
Any topic,just say it and I will speak.  
There's no need to take a peek.
 
 So trust me when I say I need you.
 As long as you want,I can be with you.
 If not,that is unfortunately okay too.
 
 Just please,heal me right and through.