Will you???

I spend my days going by;
Wondering what if I would die. 
Would their be things I left undone?
Would I matter to anyone?

I will write a letter that the one can read;
To understand why I had to bleed. 
All of this pain and despair;
That this life was too unfair...

   Salutations:
  Do not cry over me; this is the way it has to be. I have always told you to live like your last. Try to have fun, and make it a blast. I hope that you don't feel that it is your fault. You helped me find everything I sought. I know that you may miss that; text, that letter, and even that phone call. You are not the reason at all. It is the people that has ruined life for me. Trapping my love, and wouldnt leave me be. The constant fighting, and never any peace. My heart was never owned. It was always up for lease. You did make a change in my dreams; always making me happy as bad as life seems. It is now up to you;
To figure it out who this letter is to. 
   For all of those who thought they are that one. It is not just for anyone. You made me feel that good in this life. Helped me with all of my strife. 
   After feeling what I had to say. Knowing that this one person is enough to stay. I will send this letter to coast to coast. Just to figure out who it is that loved me the most. I just have one more thing to say. I  am waiting for that one; that day.  

Ps: I love you more than air it's self; will you save me from my dying breath?