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So sorry this happened to you (all)
I can't go out in public anymore,
I can't hear a song
Or watch a movie
Or TV show
Or even a fucking manipulative fucking emotional sucking commercial without crying so hard I can't say more than three words to anybody.
Even contrived human emotions, if they are real, are tearing me down,
For good,
For goodness,
For benefits for others...
It's the only answer I have for how I feel.
I can't hear a song
Or watch a movie
Or TV show
Or even a fucking manipulative fucking emotional sucking commercial without crying so hard I can't say more than three words to anybody.
Even contrived human emotions, if they are real, are tearing me down,
For good,
For goodness,
For benefits for others...
It's the only answer I have for how I feel.
Published 14th Jan 2023
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Ahhhhhhh.
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14th Jan 2023 3:17am
I am so sorry this emotion has befallen you, my blue-eye poet. And Happy New Year to you, if it is any comfort, be advised, the Mars Retrograde, has passed its course as of 012-23, hopefully, things will begin to look brighter in a sense of progress for you.
Enjoy your evening and have a quiet weekend.
Enjoy your evening and have a quiet weekend.
14th Jan 2023 3:22am
I love you! My problem is not my problem though. I am doing well enough for what I want. I just don't understand the things happening to good people around me. I look forward to the progress we can all make together. Thank you for commenting and your continued support! This platform is so helpful to me because everyone is so supportive!!
14th Jan 2023 3:34am
You know I will always have the sweetest compassion for you, and if you ever need my ear, I am just a whisper away... and you are humbly welcome in return.
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14th Jan 2023 4:26am
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14th Jan 2023 5:37am
14th Jan 2023 7:06am
I think of writing as having mechanics,
similar to the game GO...
This game we play with our selves...
Here, on this forum...
I suppose...
We allow others to be voyeurstic...
At least that is how I look at it...
I used to write in notebooks...
All by my lonely...
I feel...
The internet is dead...
That is a quite complicated subject...
But...
I feel I returned to the innocence of my self...
In certain ways...
I got to that place again...
Writing in notebooks all by my lonely...
Except my notebook is this digital repository...
Tis strange to have others look in...
Can be cool...
Is mostly...
...
But...
It just depends on the motivations...
If there are any...
And at a certain point...
I think there should be...
Even...
Must...
Be...
similar to the game GO...
This game we play with our selves...
Here, on this forum...
I suppose...
We allow others to be voyeurstic...
At least that is how I look at it...
I used to write in notebooks...
All by my lonely...
I feel...
The internet is dead...
That is a quite complicated subject...
But...
I feel I returned to the innocence of my self...
In certain ways...
I got to that place again...
Writing in notebooks all by my lonely...
Except my notebook is this digital repository...
Tis strange to have others look in...
Can be cool...
Is mostly...
...
But...
It just depends on the motivations...
If there are any...
And at a certain point...
I think there should be...
Even...
Must...
Be...
14th Jan 2023 1:09pm
Anonymous
3rd Feb 2023 00:48am
I guess sometimes we have to hit ground zero before we know the taste of stone. It’s needed to shake us into exactly where we are meant to be.
Thought provoking and real.
Thought provoking and real.
3rd Feb 2023 1:14pm
I appreciate that. I just feel very bad for some people I know who do not deserve what happened to them, so I started writing this poem. The end came out because you are totally correct, looking up from the bottom is a great way to become compassionate towards others.
