Deeper still

Losing weight and losing sleep,I let the misery dig down so deep,with time to waste and time to kill,the darkness within me settles deeper still,the more I fail the more I cry,the angel I pray to must have died,with or without you I only feel pain,with nothing to lose and nothing to gain,emptiness consumes my soul and inside my heart you left a gaping hole,why try to love someone who has only made me bleed?the more you try to make me suffer the less time I have to fulfill  my need,you have left me with this hopeless void that I can not fill,misery so razor sharp that I allow the darkness settle deeper still,
I miss the ways you loved me ,not the ways you had made me cry,I'm empty and I'm tired of always praying to an empty sky,tears are my comfort to my never ending pain,with all the misery you have caused,my tears continue to fall like acid rain,if I have to live without you,I'd rather give my life up,what's the use of living when my heart has been cheated out of love?leave me be with all my hopeless dreams,dreams of suffering and pain you caused while I die crying out to you in vain....