bare of soul

 
I keep company with sorrow
you lit my star then left
now a void is where your soul was inside me

I weep in colorful need
you are my love
but not mine to keep

I want you to always be you
I have to be honest I really didn't notice you all these years
not really who you are down deep
you have an advantage over me
you know me better than I know myself

bitter truth I love you now that I see you true
I craved you once, with that Sadistic masculinity
I don't think I'm that person anymore
that evil bitch

I allowed myself vulnerability with you
I came to you bare of soul
to show you my softness
if you reject me now

I will hurt forever