Right now

The eyes are glassy and red
I feel dizzy and nauseated
A fog that has entered my head
With nothing in my system, yet I am sedated

The heart is unsure of what to do
Muscles feel stiff and some pain
More suffering is coming, indeed so true
Only my emotional calm will keep me sane

Pupils are dilating
I am very thirsty right now
Every symptom is related
If only this can be prevented some how

As I Slowly begin to zone out
It's coming so close and near
Not knowing what all of this is truly about
My death is my biggest fear

Another prayer will be said tonight
For people, Haiti and to say thanks
To see this is a sad sight
Not sure where this health scare ranks

The stomach continues to hurt
Only adding to the issue
My skin is burning like fire under my shirt
No tears will form or fall, hurting but no need for a tissue