demon teem

 
I feel my darkness peeking
its looking inward to see what I feel
twist the doubt and take over
insidious need growls

hold on
let's wait

the bleak breaks free and says
nah

I want to speak
crucial judgement...flawed

you need help

hecklers from the sideline applaud
jeers and tears I am afraid
I cry they sneer
my demon team

revolve the hurt
it builds this feeling
then turns into cold ache

my monsters urge I strike
I turn the weapon on myself

intentions go wrong
and I look foolish
little girl will you never learn?

awkward desire, sigh to be fully understood

no one will do that
I love my demons they understand me
but they are ill tempered

they scoff he's just a human

I cry I taste of mortality
will you discard my race?

we love you

leave him to me
I pray thee