Do You Really Want to Wakeup From Your DREAM !!!

      AWAKE...A JARRED...AGHAST...A somersault motion of dizzying landing unto badlands of BIZARRES. Peculiar is this path I venture on. Peculiar my journey I was push on. Peculiar is this place of standing, A realm quite uncharted, A realm I might never return from...A parallel dimension of familiar in land once known. This dwelling, once called home, is a consuming chokehold of oddities, a strangeland I endlessly roam. Unconsciousness, a vivid dream... Falling fast down a rabbit hole, knowledge of consciousness, real reality nightmare my wicked living affair. Dangerously spinning in an unknown time of space. This double blueprint copy, an exact duplicate image of my past living, only standing abrupt a difference was...nobody knew who I was. Invisible man was the costume I wore, unseen, a nobody of nobody & nobody gave a damn or really FUCKIN cared !!! How did this developed & start ? How did I enter this strangeness of begins ? Was it a life learning lesson, A karmic debit to pay ? For I'm surely terrified & crazy is catching up with my fast running feet. Exhausted in body,mind & spirit collapsing in sneer defeat. Like a X-Mas of horrors past...As heavy winter icey, cold snow covers me. Living in a small holiday snow glow...Controlled by a silver spoon, spoiled child...Who rains in delight of my no win misery of mystery spell !!! Harboring Hindsight now knowledge, "I wish I never awoke from my past life of living DREAM !!!"