rejection

rejection
its like a terminal infection
once its caught
its part of your reflection

It sits and waits in the back of your mind
Part of your past you cant leave behind
everytime that someone is kind
an excuse is something that you find
suddenly love was never blind .

All the trust you had as a child
has been carlessly thrown when it should have been filed

when will this evil pain stop
you cant stop watching a ticking clock

The paint is drying on the wall
you are waiting like a fool

Fuck you Karma
I played by the rules
whens it my turn
ive taken the falls

Couples are walking hand in hand
in clubs in bars watching amiture bands

I often wonder did they just settle
pass the remote and stick on the kettle


living a life just plodding along
am i the only one that thinks is wrong ?