dark void

  
 
   the darkness always waiting like a friend; though can't guarantee where tickets send if any trip;  
if one way or if back again-i'd wish this wasn't happening....  
   
   
i wish i had certainty-that my spirit leaves this prison flesh-and off into where best it gets; wish i had connects, to travel to the other realms  existing between life and death....    
   
   
oh, because this shit sucks til nothing's left.... the double edge    
of loneliness; the "human" wants to experience while the other parts knows and shows how just existing is a consequence....