Because, f*ck it all

why do you care enough    
to still hate me    
despise me    
and demonize me    
I opened my soul and let you in    
was it all a façade to feed your need    
was I easy prey for your greed    
bones laying in a ditch    
my heart used for chicken feed    
there is nothing left to hate    
look at me    
transparent, what's left to see    
I no longer exist    
this waking death    
haunting the life that was    
a ghost of a ghost in an empty shell    
but all shades have teeth    
dyed red with rage    
snapping at my wounds    
feeding on pain    
that is all that's left for me