What She Don't Know Won't Hurt Her

 
You knew I had a woman but you didn't care. Temptation jack my mind you were my spare. Man, your body is like sweet icing on a cake. Couldn't get enough my tongue wouldn't brake. Crashing into lust my mind was paralyzed. The grass on the other side was well disguised. A wolf in sheep's clothing offering a free sample. Got my soul losing control and flying off the handle. My conscious eating me alive from this mistake. Because my wife can’t take this heartbreak. Last week I went to the Dr. I was diagnosed with HIV. I broke down and cry it felt like my soul left my body. I was so furious I wanted to choke and kill your ass. But I blame myself for risking my wife's life for a piece of ass. I don't know how to tell her she will be devastated. She poured so much love and her heart got wasted. I'm letting you know the truth so you can get yourself tested. Beyond the highways, our lives will be busy and congested. We both knew better but didn't care about the consequences. We both lost our minds and never came to our senses. Not pointing any fingers I wanted to do the right thing. Something I should have done in the beginning before this fling. They say you can't have your cake and eat it too. I was being greedy I shouldn't bite off more than I can chew. Now we all have to deal with this for the rest of our lives. Our worlds are about to collide but will our soul survives?