Lil Man

You don't know me
At times I'm a mystery to me
Haha, is pain to be shared or is it all for me
You would know that I'm unsavable only if you knew me  
  
Expectations for me added and multiplied equals nothing  
Life wasn't kind with my ass, it taught me everybody wanted something  
But how can you forfeit something when there is nothing to give  
Living on this level, it doesn't matter if you die or live  
    
At a very young age I had to learn to fend for self  
I had to feed my self while courting and fucking death  
The human body can only take so much fucking pain  
Trying to sleep with your stomach screaming again and again  
    
But there are those always aware of your situation  
And they know when to pounce without hesitation  
You looking like a ragged doll, stomach growling like a bear  
You're offered to run packages back and forth from here to there  
    
But you're no dummy, you're as street smart as a trick  
After building up trust, you're called Lil Man, and you're moving bricks  
These guys are now your family, you was jumped in at a young age  
They made sure that you were fed, they took the hurt and turned it into rage  
    
They took a thirteen year old and decided to get you laid  
In the middle of the night she came into your room wearing a thong, already paid  
Big Buck said, "Lil Man you are part of the family now and your bones have been made  
Don't fall in love with her looks or your fantasies, but do and remember everything said"  
    
She took my young ass and took me all the way there  
Big Buck warned her, "please beware, teach him how to fuck, but don't show any care  
Suck his dick with passion and fuck him with aggression  
Tonight Lil Man becomes Transporter and he needs a motherfucking lesson"  
    
Nothing, not even pussy is supposed to turn his ass out  
Nothing that doesn't benefits the family is supposed to enter or exit his mouth  
If you can't control the high, then don't fuck with it  
And I want my lawyer is the first thing that should exit it  
    
Remember a silent book has no words  
Ask the same question twice like the first time it wasn't heard  
Build yourself up into the beast that your life now demands  
But don't ever forget that you started out life as the indestructible "Lil Man"