Burden of despair

I wish that I was understood,  
I wish people liked me for me.  
I wish my poems were all good,  
I wish my wishes could live to be.
 
I wish my dad didn't want to leave,  
I wish my mom wasn't such a bitch.  
I wish my friends didn't deceive,  
I wish Welfare meant filthy rich.  
 
I wish I had parents that loved,  
I wish God answered my prayers.  
I wish I didn't befriend all drugs,  
I wish I wasn't the burden of despair.  
 
I wish someone would show their love,  
I wish I wasn't always hated and ignored.  
I wish that I could receive a single hug,  
I wish I was loved,honored,and adored.