Ashtray

My life is done by your decisions, while I choose what to tell and say
It all comes to me through all of your visions, I'm an ashtray of yesterday
I say what comes to my mind; only when you show your face
On this road I simply cannot find; anywhere you have no trace

I hear about all of your pain, and maybe you can't listen
But while you suck up all the fame that you're given from your heaven

In this old refrain of mine; I must find your state of mind
You speak to me constantly; As I just try, Just try to break free
In this old refrain of mine

As I walk the borderline - Between the real and life
As I cut mine with your knife - As I walk the borderline
I will walk the crisis line - Leaving behind my life
Eat your shit, fuck your knife - I will walk the crisis line

The tension is lacking, as I hang from the racking
I swing back and forth, my mind is contracting.
The blood flows in as the lights go dim
My life is over, I won't take your shit.
Ain't nothing wrong with it?
It's just how I feel, you can't change me

I hear about all of your pain, and maybe you can't listen
But while you suck up all the fame that you're given from your heaven

In this old refrain of mine; I must find your state of mind
You speak to me constantly; As I just try, Just try to break free
In this old refrain of mine

As I walk the borderline - Between the real and life
As I cut mine with your knife - As I walk the borderline
I will walk the crisis line - Leaving behind my life
Eat your shit, fuck your knife - I will walk the crisis line

I sleep away with my dreams in tow; I live alone in my head, spirits to lend
I wait for you to make peace with yourself; I envy all their mental health
Waiting, just waiting; New ideas begin to form
Evil thoughts about to cry

My blade shines a new shade of red; It flickers in and out of my spread
I alone can see yourself; It’s just me and you to the end of the shelf
Waiting, just waiting; New ideas begin to form
Evil thoughts about to cry

My life is done by your decisions; While I choose what to tell and say
It all comes to me through all of your visions; I'm an ashtray of yesterday

I hear about all of your pain; And maybe you can't listen

In this old refrain of mine; I must find your state of mind
You speak to me constantly; As I just try, Just try to break free
In this old refrain of mine

As I walk the borderline - Between the real and life
As I cut mine with your knife - As I walk the borderline
I will walk the crisis line - Leaving behind my life
Eat your shit, fuck your knife - I will walk the crisis line