The Hidden Katie

I show hate and sorrow
Through my many lies
I am gone
I will not rise
My heart falters and cries
Hell is where I must be
I am broken and dangerous
Why can’t you see?

I’m deceiving
I’m dirty
I can’t stand to believe
The terrible things
That I want to achieve
My eyes are bloodshot
From lack of sleep
Because in the dark
I just lie there and weep

Keep sinning
Keep dying
Keep burning down here
Without all this pain
There would only be fear
I’m crazed, insidious
I’m bitter and sad
But as long as I’m feeling something
Life isn’t so bad