Chemicals

One look into your eyes and you alter the chemicals in my brain

Your poison drips through your lips like blood as it seeps into my skin
An eternal stain
Your energy invades my soul

The stem which our love once flourished rooted so deeply
into our motherly grounds so strong is now feeble and fragile

You’ve redefined my existence
You’ve transmuted the way I view myself and life itself
One day the sun will explode, and the moon will evaporate

But the love and hate I hold for you so close to my heart will stay

Visions of you are forever imprinted in my mind
I find myself mourning for the living and it is so strange
I mourn for the person I use to be before I met you, but
you’ve altered the chemicals in my brain, and I will never be the same again

I mourn the person I use to be in love with but now that you are sane
I find myself craving your violence and I find myself
daydreaming of your warmth all in one

I miss gazing into your eyes as you take my breath away, in such a cold way
But I must embrace this new reality
You’ve redefined my existence, and I will never be sane again

You’ve altered the chemicals in my brain, and I find myself
mourning the living- and it is so strange