Halloween Dream Pt. 1

I can't get these feelings outta my mind
They're starting to haunt me all the time
Thinking I was ahead but I was always behind
Trying to do it solo while I was trailing a line
 
There's to much paint so the walls are caving in
This is the way I feel when I try to make friends
The fumes are to thick its hard for me to breathe
Why must I suffocate to learn how to breathe
 
But my mind is jealous with nothing left
Bringing up shit from the past
Like why are you gonna put yourself
Out there knowing it's not gonna last
 
She says its not sex, she even respect me
After getting what she wanted she's trying to forget me
With mind blown, fly still open
Only if I could rewind time is what I'm hoping
 
I hear feet on steps with the ultimate stealth
That fouls taste returns that smells of death
The voices return whispering your name
I close my eyes to hide from the shame
 
There is no satisfaction, no way to escape
Definitely abused, but still not rape
Devious thoughts all about you  
Baal said forget the machete, you know what to do  
 
When ask to meet, your day is never through
Your apartment needs cleaning and you need a shampoo
When can I see you, where can we meet
How about Friday night or one day next week
 
Plans are made but with finality
I will add to my collection every part that corrupted me
No machete but a scalpel will do
When it's over I will have completely dismembered you
 
For my trophies I'm keeping your pussy and mouth
No telling when I may want to turn you out
Slowly deep kissing you as never before
Then fucking that pussy until my mattress is sore
 
This is my tribute to you on this Halloween
Slowly feeding you death as my grass turns green
Please allow me to suck that pussy as you try to scream
Then ripping your fucking way out of this dam dream