I Still Hold U Ah Close

Though not now here within this ah bed
For u I ah lay ah here still ah breathing
And I ah still ah hold u ah close
U were my beginning ah needing

There's times I'm within the ah mirror
Laughing thinking u can still ah see me
But u have left this ah life and u
Ah said when u would be ah leaving

It wasn't by ah bullets like
It would probably ah be me
We found u within this
Ah house just not ah breathing

I can still remember the last ah
Speak of thy ah voice ah toning
U were so ah happy to see us
But now here reality is u gone from me

So I remember the ah way u
Said to me u I ah do luv
Yes u I ah do luv for the help when
Homeless gave me a home there of

This does not ah hurts because
Thine ah memories make it better
And u said my life wouldn't be ah worse
I understand ah beauty and cheddar

Which is money and funding so to
Thy ah heart ah still was so ah young
And though 20 years older than me
An ah 60 sixty year old mind was ah gone

In such so in much luv but
Held it in at first all of this ah because
I was only twenty-nine and u just had to
Ah have me or would've been appalled

I still ah hold u ah close though
My ah lady u've ah passed on
I'm in your luv ah still and I ah
Can't lie to me this will be ah wrong

And though that this ah hurt thoughts
Of helping each other made it better
I can't see your face no more but only
Within pictures and visional letters

To myself as I ah write to us
Cause u are still one with ah me
And yes I'll continue to ah live
As I always ah did in aluv with thee