Chaotic And Strange

U should laugh at my ass
U were right all along
U should truly make fun of
My ass boy because I was wrong

Breaking up with u wasn't
Something splendor a year ago
Life does go the fuck on
If your not wrong u know

A girl has all of this money
Plenty of time with to play
Shit just ain't the ah same
My luv isn't here today

I'm 36 and cannot in life see
A step ah further unless u return to me
Wrong for the breakup and the fight
I was wrong to release u from my night

Chaotic and strange is this night
Shit....I do ah miss u ah dear
The picture's very ah clear
Only I....u are no where ah near
Can't even ponder in my mind
Why I treated u ah this ah way
Your hand of affection is ah needed
Apologize for from thy luv I astrayed

The finest twenty-five years old
Nigga my ah life has ah seen
Standing six foot nine and now
To these my eyes only an ah dream

U were willing to just throw
Away thy own life plans for me
I was never wrong to u on anything
Fully u understood this me I be

I toss and turn all night
As I lay me down to sleep
But not within thy arms boy
Is an air forced from the lungs of me

I walk outside as if u ah hide
Searching even in the daytime
With an ah flash ah light
Ah tell me where u do ah confide

Chaotic and strange is this night
For u these affections I ah see
My tears even for me ah fear
Because of the lack of affection of luving
Under thy subjection a girl still be
I ah say this ah not ah vague
This feel so damn ah strange
Upon my brain channels chaotic a plague

I told u I wouldn't need u
My boy bitch I ah lied to u
I said fuck off from me
Come back...I ah need thee

I was so ah wrong I ah was
To do u this damn ah way
I have to see u ah please
I ah wind ah call u this ah night lay

Breakfast upon my ah tongue
Isn't sweet without thy breath's ah kiss
Lunch is flavaful with one ah surprise
Food still not good...can't see thy ah eyes

The dumb ass I ah feel knowing
I can't laugh at thy ah jokes
Have anyone seen Silent Ah Dark
Yo Gelatin....uh....hell nope

Chaotic and strange is this night
I should've let u ah work me
I make $92 grand an hour but
Thy dick isn't kissing this pussy
The stick outs of thy ah neck for me
I took thy ah care in ah vain
I remember u laying naked in the rain

I laughed my ass off
U could've caught an ah cold
I found it so intriguing of how
Out in the open u were so ah bold

Thy ah wildness ah turned me
On but I ah held it in
I'm a rich bitch no longer
I apologize to u for my sin

Send thy ass back to me
Please ah here my ah cry
Life isn't the pie unless I ah have
Again with me my ah guy

Before the weather horn blows
Upon my ah life's ah will to ah see
My boy bitch I ah beg ah u
Please ah come back to ah me?