Logic & Love

What do I think now?
Am I mad?
Am I relieved?
Am I sad?
Am I happy?
Am I confused?
What should I think now?
I don’t know.
Before I had distractions and a full support but now I’m alone with my thoughts and caught on the retreat with little aid left. The band of brothers and sisters is splitting at the cracks and you’re getting the heavier side, which seems fair.
It makes the most sense for you to have the most support but why can’t I confide in others to create my own?
What is wrong with me?
A good and reliable friend said there was interest so either they were wrong or this was harder for you than I anticipated. It felt rushed but that might have been out of necessity.

Logic, I have none
Love, I have none left

Is it my fault?
Did I do the wrong thing?
Did I NOT do the right thing?

I don’t know but this is not how to live. I question my existence and this gave me a reason to clear my

head     .

The  air  is  thinner  up  here  but  it’s  way  less  cloudy

Hold -

Stop - -

Think - - -

I’m     wrong     in     thinking     there     is     a     right