P T S D-reams

 
i’m so sick
of seeing
you all
in my dreams

long night
after night
memories
still haunting


and half
of the time
the stories
are all wrong

painting you
in colors
that you
never wore

desires
i dreamt up
wishing you
were more

waking up
thrashing
and yelling
forlorn


those words
i was never
quite able
to say

feelings
i wish
would just
go away

trying to
forgive you
little tricks
my mind plays

nightmares
and tall tales
of you that
still plague


i’m so sick
of dreaming
about you all
night and day

i’m so tired
of re-reading
the script
on this page