Lust, Love & Disgust

I yearn for your love but all we have are psychical conversations
Your existence to me is allure,
You’ve lured me into your cold lust
You’ve plundered my innocence
My fragile and vulnerable disposition kept you so attentive
But now I’m shrouded in the shame of your rejection
Your cruel temperament, your rotten disposition
Love, lust and disgust all in one
I’m still mesmerized by the beauty of your mind
I can sit and dissect it and every thought pattern you’ve ever created
But all you see in me is a wound to insert your dagger... till my body coagulates all over it
Our bodies are so close pressed against one another, but our souls were created in different frequencies
I wish we could coincide in each other’s minds and hearts like our bodies
I wish you would embrace me and my beauty beyond my flesh
But this false perception is much too damaging to my psyche
I can no longer be a victim of my own deception of a false hope
I can no longer encompass my emotions for your pleasure
If I look not beyond the surface of you and I there is no foundation