Sailing Sadness

I traveled all over the seas. Yet you are saying I'm making scenes.
My mind is beyond repair. I breathed so much of that dangerous air,
now I am in the middle of nowhere. I may not be stable ,so beware.

But that does not mean I'm not a good person.
 I can be obsessive,and I know the reason.
But forgive me if I hurt you. I didn't mean to hurt you.

The sky just isn't clear today. I tried to hide and run away.
But the storm got me,so I start to decay.
Oh, help me find the way to happiness.

I am lost in the woods of depression.
There's nothing,but trees and wolves. Please, believe my words.
My sanity had broken like glass. I need love in order to fix it.

If you want to, we can split it. But you probably don't believe it.
 I still need to love to relieve it. Pain is not what I needed.
Yet it came to me at an early age. I want it to go,

but I can't just throw it away. It's way harder to do,than say.
 I sailed my boat in the deep blue sea.
Monsters were creeping around me. Now my boat is broken,

and I can't swim away, free. So build me a pirate ship.
All I wanted was friendship. So if I trust you, keep it.
Because one day you might need it.